Not with me.

[nebenwirkung(Guest)]

tut mir leid, irgendwie klingt es auf  Englisch immer... wahrer.



[a eulogy. for YOU and me, for my life and everyone we know.]

It doesn't really matter right now
Cause if it just like this
I could savor it and be fine
Will it just stay like this?
No.
Not in my world.

Do you like the way it is?
I do right now
Somehow
The street is paved with placards
Try and pull them off
Do they come off?
Will we be fine?
Not in my world.

Will you just let me
Bury my face in your hair?
Please do
But I've learned
This is not the way it works
Not in my world.

My head starts spinning
Too little sleep
Too much alcohol and regret
Hear the static from the speakers
Will I ever be okay?
No.
Not in my world.